I know its been a while since my last post. I have let one other person know, a couple of weeks ago. That was M. He came over to my house the other day to help me get my Fiero ready for racing the following weekend. Finally after wearing my necklace around him for weeks he ask me whats up with the necklace. I replied what do you think is up with the necklace. He looked at me quietly for a few minutes than said: "so you like guys". I told him yes, he said he was having a hard time reading me, and are you straight up with me. I told him I was, and he said, "thats cool, nothing changes between us. We always thought you were gay but never new for sure". Well now he does. He still talks to a couple of people at work, and i didn't tell him that work does not know, so who knows what will come of that.
This last month or so has been really hard for me to be in the closet. I haven't had any me time really. I have been on job after job for weeks now, and my weekends have been jam packed with racing lately. In fact, I am typing this right now in the back seat of the work truck on my way home from a job. I am planning on doing some minor work on the Fiero this weekend, and I have to run into work for a few hours on Sunday, but other than that, I am going to try and have me time this weekend.
Well that is all I have to say this afternoon.
Kris
Friday, July 30, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Almost cought
Okay,
So at work there are a few people that I am really not sure if I want to know that I am gay. Of those the Ladies in the office are on the top of my list. While I am sure most of them would be cool with it, they are heavy Christians and just might not completely understand. But maybe I am not giving them enough credit. Well, today I was doing my laundry, and decided to go over to the dollar store to get some electrical tape and a water so I can start installing my new radio in my Fiero. I was in the checkout line and I hear this voice from behind me. Hey stranger, I turned to look and it was one of the office ladies. I said, "hi", trying not to turn all the way around, hoping she wouldn't get a glimpse of my necklace. So I probably was acting a little suspicious cause I wouldn't look her in the I. I paid for my stuff said goodbye and walked out of the store. when I got out to the car I looked into the mirror to see that my necklace was perfectly visible, but not sure if it can be seen over my collar from her height and angle.
I wonder though. If I were really that afraid of someone catching me, I wouldn't be wearing this necklace around town now would I.
O well we will see what happens, deep down I want the whole world to know so I can just be me.
Kris
So at work there are a few people that I am really not sure if I want to know that I am gay. Of those the Ladies in the office are on the top of my list. While I am sure most of them would be cool with it, they are heavy Christians and just might not completely understand. But maybe I am not giving them enough credit. Well, today I was doing my laundry, and decided to go over to the dollar store to get some electrical tape and a water so I can start installing my new radio in my Fiero. I was in the checkout line and I hear this voice from behind me. Hey stranger, I turned to look and it was one of the office ladies. I said, "hi", trying not to turn all the way around, hoping she wouldn't get a glimpse of my necklace. So I probably was acting a little suspicious cause I wouldn't look her in the I. I paid for my stuff said goodbye and walked out of the store. when I got out to the car I looked into the mirror to see that my necklace was perfectly visible, but not sure if it can be seen over my collar from her height and angle.
I wonder though. If I were really that afraid of someone catching me, I wouldn't be wearing this necklace around town now would I.
O well we will see what happens, deep down I want the whole world to know so I can just be me.
Kris
Friday, July 16, 2010
So I just had to comment about this morning. We were in the pontoon boat going down the river from the dam to the boat ramp. I was standing on the front of the boat looking in the water to make sure we don't hit any rocks or anything. I looked up to see my shadow in the water. There was a perfect Aura around my head. I was looking at it, and realized the Aura was a rainbow. A rainbow, I couldn't believe it. I just laughed, and pointed out the Aura to one of the guys on the boat, he said, "a perfect rainbow". We just laughed.
Well that is my story. My Aura is a rainbow, who am I to fight it.
Kris
Well that is my story. My Aura is a rainbow, who am I to fight it.
Kris
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Lost Netbook
Hi, its me again. I am still in a hotel in Chattanooga, tn, while I enjoy spending the weeks at a hotel out on a job, I am really looking forward to spending a night in my apartment. Got kind of an exciting weekend planned this weekend. I am hoping to do an autocross in Nashville on Sunday. I haven't done that in a long time, so it should be a lot of fun.
Now for the fun stuff to talk about. So I got an RC helicopter this weekend and we decided to go out and fly it next to the hotel. I was in the middle of working on a report for work, so i just folded up the netbook and went outside to fly it. I set my netbook down by the curb with my wireless keyboard and the papers for the report, and went out and flew my helicopter. The helicopter only has a 10 min battery life, so I wasn't gone very long. When I went to grab my netbook, it was gone. After a brief moment of panic I went to the front desk to see if anyone had turned it in.
Turns out someone found it, turned it in to the front desk, and because I had my company papers with it, they called up to the rooms in which we were registered under. Well they tried mine first, but i wasn't there, of course, i was out in the parking lot looking for my netbook. Then they called the room next to me, M. answered the phone and came on got my computer. So when I went to get it from him, he made a comment that he was checking to see if there was any gay porn on my computer. I responded with; did you find any? They said they didn't which would be accurate, i wouldn't keep porn of any kind on an almost public computer. So when I got back to my room I noticed the last picture they were looking at was one that I took the other day with my necklace on.
O well, I am sure they know I am gay, i just haven't told them yet. I guess if they saw the necklace they know too.
Well I have to go for now, I am getting tired, and I have to be down at the truck at 530 am.
Night Everyone.
Now for the fun stuff to talk about. So I got an RC helicopter this weekend and we decided to go out and fly it next to the hotel. I was in the middle of working on a report for work, so i just folded up the netbook and went outside to fly it. I set my netbook down by the curb with my wireless keyboard and the papers for the report, and went out and flew my helicopter. The helicopter only has a 10 min battery life, so I wasn't gone very long. When I went to grab my netbook, it was gone. After a brief moment of panic I went to the front desk to see if anyone had turned it in.
Turns out someone found it, turned it in to the front desk, and because I had my company papers with it, they called up to the rooms in which we were registered under. Well they tried mine first, but i wasn't there, of course, i was out in the parking lot looking for my netbook. Then they called the room next to me, M. answered the phone and came on got my computer. So when I went to get it from him, he made a comment that he was checking to see if there was any gay porn on my computer. I responded with; did you find any? They said they didn't which would be accurate, i wouldn't keep porn of any kind on an almost public computer. So when I got back to my room I noticed the last picture they were looking at was one that I took the other day with my necklace on.
O well, I am sure they know I am gay, i just haven't told them yet. I guess if they saw the necklace they know too.
Well I have to go for now, I am getting tired, and I have to be down at the truck at 530 am.
Night Everyone.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
So funny!
What a week,
So this week I have been on a mussel survey with 5 other guys from work. As usual the gay jokes get fired off, almost one after another, which I have come to expect and even enjoy. Today I fired one back that was so unexpected that Mountain Dew was being spit across the truck. We were talking about the aftermath of eating a 1 pound cheeseburger at Cheeseburger Cheeseburger tonight. Someone said something about it hurting coming out, then someone said except for Kris, it would just slide out. I laughed, and said I have had bigger. LOL that wasn't the funny part. C. Said that could be taken one of two ways. I said I know thats why I said it. That wasn't the funny part. Then I followed up with "thats why they call it a number two".
Okay if you aren't laughing by now, then you don't have a sense of humor, but if you are laughing by now, thanks, send me a comment about it.
TTFN
Kris
So this week I have been on a mussel survey with 5 other guys from work. As usual the gay jokes get fired off, almost one after another, which I have come to expect and even enjoy. Today I fired one back that was so unexpected that Mountain Dew was being spit across the truck. We were talking about the aftermath of eating a 1 pound cheeseburger at Cheeseburger Cheeseburger tonight. Someone said something about it hurting coming out, then someone said except for Kris, it would just slide out. I laughed, and said I have had bigger. LOL that wasn't the funny part. C. Said that could be taken one of two ways. I said I know thats why I said it. That wasn't the funny part. Then I followed up with "thats why they call it a number two".
Okay if you aren't laughing by now, then you don't have a sense of humor, but if you are laughing by now, thanks, send me a comment about it.
TTFN
Kris
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