The downside of being out

Okay to start, if you read my last blog, I don't know what happened to my date. Got all ready to go on the date, asked him out, and he never got back with me. WTF, I just understand men. O well that is just water under the bridge now. So I have discovered, so far, the only downside to being out of the closet. The problem is the influx of friends that you make, when you are more confident about yourself. I used to be an introverted personality, where I would come home from work, watch tv until I fell asleep and do it again. Now I am out, and more confident with myself, and as a result I have created a few new and really close friends. Now this may not seem like such a bad thing, but the downside is that I have a hard time budgeting the little free time I have with all of my friends. There is my wonderful friends at the bowling ally in town, a couple of good friends that I work with, and then there is my cousin down in Nashville. The problem is that if I want to hang out with one of them, or do something, then I feel as if I am letting down my other friends. There just isn't enough of me to go around. I think I need to make sure I have a boyfriend that can get along with all my friends, so even when I do find that someone special that I can still spend my fill of time with my wonderful friends, that are always there when I need them, and even when I don't. I hope all of your problems are as lame as mine. Kris