Saturday, April 30, 2011

Wedding

Tonight was a good night. My friend got married today, so I went to his wedding and reception. I have always dreaded the wedding reception. Why you may ask, well it is just a group of people, most of which I don't know, except the bride or groom, so I don't have anyone to hang out with or talk to, forcing me to meet and associate myself with new people. So I worked my way into conversations around the table, and dreaded being dragged up to the dance floor to dance with my friend.

Well finally towards the end of the night I got sick of it all, went to the front and danced my ass off for the rest of the night. No I didn't dance well, but I was up there looking goofy with the other 20 or so people on the dance floor. I must say thought I got a good charlston in.

The other one M. he is totally crush worthy. He was on the bowling league with me. He has a build kind of like mine,, a little extra meat, but not quite as much. he wears it well. He has a lot of energy, and has a great personality. I don't know his story, but I tried to hang around him as much as possible when we were between frames, talking and trying to get to know him. Well bowling league is over, hopefully he will be there next season.

Well I have just about talked myself to death, and probably you all are tired of reading this post. One other not, I planned on going bungee jumping this weekend, but I could not find anywhere to do it near Cincinnati. I decided that I am not going to leave this size of a city without doing something, so tomorrow I am going to try and go see the Cleopatra exhibit at one of the local museums.

Enjoy,
Kris

Monday, April 25, 2011

last couple of weeks

The last couple of weeks have been kind of interesting for me so I thought I would write about it. We got a couple of new guys at work, which is nothing new, we are getting geared up for the busy season. Well they were in the front of the shop waiting for the seceratary when I came in. I shook their hands and introduced myself. It stopped and said HI to the marketing person, then went back into my office. I put my hands on the keyboard to log into my computer and realized that I still had my pride bracelet on. My first though was, OOOOOOOOHHHH SHIT. What did I just do? I just had to laugh about it. The new guys don't know anything about me, except for the fact that I am gay. Thats all I could think about anyway, but then thought well what if they didn't see it, or didn't realize it. I figured if I am outed, i guess that is something I will have to deal with, not like I think it would be a big surprise anyone. but I also thought if I try to run interference with the new guys, I would only bring attention to the face, and if they didn't see it, then they would know about it when I was done trying to head it off. So far, I haven't heard of anything.

The only other thing on my mind right now is that I really want to find someone I can think about settling down with. I would love to come home to someone at night, cuddle in front of the TV, and a person I can wake up next to in the morning. So I am going to try and be a little more outgoing and try and go on more dates in the very near future. After I establish a steady relationship maybe we can start talking about kids. I don't know why all of a sudden, but I am feeling the desire for one.

Well I am going to shut the computer down, there is a severe thunderstorm about to go through.

Have a good night all, and I hope you enjoy the blog. oh and if you know any cute guys that I can carry on a good conversation, what are you waiting for hook me up. wink wink

Kris

Monday, April 11, 2011

Crush

Well, this week was the last week of my bowling league. I must admit that I am sad to see it go. I finally started to get out of my social isolation and got out there and started enjoying being around people. Its been great. Well there is this one guy on the league I have been crushing on, especially for the last couple of weeks. I am pretty sure he is straight, but heck why not enjoy his company anyway. I will call him M. my way of protecting the straight. LOL. but anyway for the last couple of weeks I have been hanging out around him between the frames and talking with him. He seams like a really nice person, and oh, he is cute to boot. I don't know what else to say about it.

Tonight was a good night bowling though. I shot a 247 as a high game, with a series of 649.

Another thing I have been doing at work was to keep myself in a better mood. I have started to put my pride bracelet in my pocket. Every time I reached in to grab my keys or my phone, or just put my hands in my pocket, I would grab the bracelet and smile.

I don't know if anyone has noticed or not, but I have started posting on my facebook page that my blog is ready. Its great cause I only have to tell one media. The people that know I have a blog can see that it is ready, and the people that don't know I have a blog ignore it. I like it that way, and if they really wanted to know what the blog comment is about, they can ask me.

Well that is all I have to say for now. I know there was something else, but it slipped my mind. I will post again when I think of it.

Night all.

Kris