I don't know what to title this one, and I am not really sure how this one is going to go. I have been having a hard time lately, seams like nothing I am doing is barely good enough to maintain me at my current level in life. I am at a stall with my career, my bowling seams to have hit an impasse, and I seam to be stuck in a very routine rut. I have great friends and that is a great blessing in my life, but I have a hard time expressing how I really feel. I am hoping that this form of media will help me shout out to my friends and family that read my post. I am feeling like I am falling into a state of depression. I have been there before, however, this time it seams like it is stronger than I remember. I know that as one way to help get yourself out of it is to make sure you don't shut out your friends and family and let them know what you are feeling. So this is me telling my friends and family. I will get through this, as I always do, just don't let me shut any of you guys out. If you feel you need to discuss this with me, you are welcome to do so. I do intend on seeing a doctor about it when I get back from my trip next week. On a lighter side, i got talking to one of the guy friends I have been talking to in the past. He wants to get together sometime for lunch or dinner, and maybe we can get to know each other on a level other than the computer. I will be sure to keep all of you guys informed of what is happening with that, and everything else. Hope all of you guys have a wonderful day, and don't worry about me, I will make it through. Kris