Quicky

I just wanted to let everyone know. My anti stress, better calm down now! password is no longer Cookies, it has been changed recently. Now if you sense me getting angry for no reason, or for a reason, or stressed out beyond control, my new password is unicorn or rainbow.

Thanks for reading.

Kris

Rage!!!

So the last couple of weeks have been extremely busy for me. I have been all over this area of the country doing mussel surveys and other projects. I think it is finally wearing on me. From the very moment I got up this morning till the time I pulled up into my driveway, I have been really irritable, and argumentative. Well of all days, I was catching a lot of extra shit from the crew I was working with. It just seamed like I was the main target for all the blame of anything that happened today, and to top it off, the supervisor kept rolling the Gay jokes. It seamed like it was one after another after another. Anyone who knows me knows that that kind of stuff just rolls off me, but it didn't today. It kept building and building, and I could feel the pressures of repression in my body. I needed a release, and I needed on bad.

I got back to the shop after that job, having to get ready for the next job. I was going over what we needed and found out that the other flow meter that was on another job two hours away was the one that we really needed for this job, so I did not hesitate to volunteer to drive up there to get it. It was just the release I was looking for. Jamming to my RuPaul the whole way up put me in a better mood. Thank you mother of all drag queens you are the inspiration I need to get through the day.

Well needless to say the trip did me good. I still feel some built up tension in my body. Hopefully it will be gone by tomorrow.

Well I will end this blog for now, I will try and post a more positive blog as soon as I can.

Kris

National Coming Out Day

Well today is the day for all the gay men and women out there to reminisce on their stories of coming out of the closet. For me, it happened just about a year ago, or at least that's when I told my family. Most of you know the story, so I won't get into to much details. I was up with my family for the Thanksgiving holiday, I went through the entire weekend stewing over how I was going to tell them, but I was ready to tell them. Over a series of the few days I was there, I decided I wasn't going to leave back home without telling my parents. I had two agendas for my timing on it. The first was I wanted to tell them before the Christmas Season, Christmas is very important to our family, and I didn't want that to ruin the holiday if for some reason my parents had a hard time dealing with it. The second was I was just about to leave to go home, and I had to tell them. My dad was at work, so I couldn't tell him face to face like I really wanted to, but I told my mom. After some tears and a long couple of weeks she seamed to have a hard time with it. Mostly about her concerns for my safety. My parents are the best and my worst fears of how they would react did not even come close to coming true. They couldn't have taken the shocking news any better. No my relationship with my parents is as strong as ever.

So today, I posted a note on my facebook page wishing everyone a happy coming out day. I have been posting notes and other random post that were gay related. So essentially, now is my coming out on facebook.

One of my good friends at work asked me today why October 11th. For that I didn't have an answer, but I did find an article when I got home from work tonight. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jordan-roth/national-coming-out-day-2011_b_1003951.html It is a good article basically explaining that national coming out day is not for all of those that have yet to come out, but it is for all of those that have already come out. It is for sharing stories, and putting yourself out there so other closeted people know who you are, and that they can come to you with issues, questions, or concerns. I think that's a great way to treat this holiday.

Although as of yet, I am not sure of why the date is today, but what I am sure of is; If anyone reading my blog needs to talk about anything, I am here for you. Just E-mail me at kfrogger1@yahoo.com.

Kris

Nooner

Hello Everyone.

This is going to be a quick blog cause I am on my lunch hour, and have about 9 minutes until I have to head back to work.

Couple of good things going on right now. One my Sister in law is having a baby today. I am so excited to go up and see my new nephew and niece. Work is really busy right now, so I am not sure exactly when that will be. I hope it is soon.

There has been some concern about me signing up for the new app for my phone. So to set you all at ease, I am going to quite use of that application and cancel my account. I will just stick with the couple of dating websites I am already a member of, but I need to get myself out into the world a little more, and a little less on the net, and see what I can find out there.

Well that is about it for now. I will blog again soon.

Kris

I love October

So the start of the best month out of the year started with cooler weather, no more air conditioning and a wonderfully relaxing weekend. I really need it too. I was on vacation and then as soon as I got back I had to travel some more, so any opportunity I have to just relax and not do much for a day I am happy to take.

So I found this new app for my phone this weekend. It is called Guy Spy. It is a good idea, it will show you what guys are online, and where they are at via a map of the area. So I decided to sign up and see what it was all about. Well from day one I got a chat invite from some guy in my area. He seams like a pretty nice guy, but there is only one issue I am having, and it is the same issue I had with my last boyfriend, he is way too young. Now don't get me wrong, young guys are great on the eyes and great on the spirit, but I have a hard time bridging the generation gap. Superheros, and wrestling is okay, but not really my interest. Give me a guy that has been around for a little while, has some life experiences outside of the State of Kentucky and is in a place of stability. K if you are reading this I am not ruling you out, I still think at very least we can have a friendship.

I watched a movie this morning that was interesting to say the least, and I won't get into all the details of the movie, but I was watching that and realized the one thing I am truly missing is the love of a relationship. Now I just have to get to that point. Don't take this the wrong way, I am still happy, I just think there is more to me than I am currently showing.

Wow now I am getting all sappy and stuff. You all know me, I am not a sappy person. But I really need to find someone that is closer to my age that can understand me a little, and is still willing to get silly every once and a while. I am like peter pan I will never grow up, and I want someone that will never grow up with me.

Well that is all I have to say for now, I am sitting at the coffee shop sipping on some hot apple cider and eating a pumpkin cup muffin, what can be more perfect on a beautiful October day. Oh wait Candy Corn Thats what I need, I will have to indulge on that when I get home.

Have a happy October everyone, be sure to enjoy every minute of it that you can. Get outside, go to a haunted house, chase someone with a chainsaw, or at least jump out of a dark room (closet) at someone. Tis the season to be scared, so do it. Also remember that October 11th is National Coming Out Day so if you are gay and you haven't told someone you know, that is the day to do it, you will have the support of the whole LGBT community.

Love you all
Kris