I think I am out at work

So A friend of mine was on call this weekend at work. He had not been with the company for quite a while. He was riding back from the job and of course in typical company fashion everyone talks about everyone that isn't there. So I guess I was the topic of the conversation today. T. looked over at M. my friend and said, "Did you know Kris is gay?". M didn't want to let on that he knew, but then T. said "He came out to us a couple of weeks ago". M. not wanting to be left out of the conversation said that I came out to him a few months back. T. looked over at him and said, "Really, I was just joking around with you.". So I asked him who else was in the truck. He said B. I thought oh my gosh of all the people that had to get confirmation that I was gay, it had to be B. He has giving me crap since I first met him, but lately things have been going okay, now who knows whats going to happen.

So out of respect, I talked to one of my supervisors, that I consider more than just a supervisor. He was okay with it, told me it didn't matter to him. As for the rest of the company, we shall see tomorrow.

Kris

What a dream.

So, I am sitting here on a Saturday morning bored out of my skull. I ordered parts for my car last night, went and picked them up this morning so I can start the tuneup on my new car. Now it is thunder storming really really bad, so I can't do anything about it anyway. Oh Well maybe it will pass over soon and I can get to work on it. I can't work on it to late today cause I have a ham radio thing tonight. It is field day, so we are doing a 24 hour drill to practice emergency communications, but it might not be a drill if this storm persist.

So, since I was bored, I decided to check out my facebook page. Like I need an excuse like boredom to check facebook, but on of my friends posted a comment about New York passing the same sex marriage bill. Go NY.

My point with that statement is it reminded me of a dream I had last night. It was about my own wedding. Let me tell you it was a total event. **Now just a warning some of this dream which will be in bold may produce visual images you may not of wanted in your head** So it all started with a very techno themed music, I think it was Cannon in D. It started out slow and I remember coming around the corning and looking down this really long red carpet. I looked around and the wedding was in a stadium. The red carpet went down the stadium to the center of the ground level. I started off walking and began running down the hill as the music got faster. I was not wearing the typical black tux. I was in a tight pair of psychedelic rainbow spandex shorts and that was it, and I must say I was in good shape. Must have buffed up for the wedding. As I was running down the red carpet, the full stadium was cheering. I got up to the alter and was just standing there waiting in anticipation. At this point in my dream I had not seen the person I was suppose to marry. The music changes to some weird circusy music. I looked up and see a drag queen in a wavy red dress running down the isle. I thought oh, is this him. She/He got down to the alter turned around, took a bow, and took off her wig. I then saw another drag queen running down the isle, this time in a blue wavy dress. She got down to the alter and took off her wig. I then realized I wasn't going to merry them, they were the groomsmen/bridesmaids. The spot light shined to the top of the red carpet and around the corner came a clown (sorry cuz) He stood there in a blue suit with white polka-dots. He then tore off the blue suit and reviled another clown in a red polka-dot suit with white fringes. I was confused but caught up in the event. Then the clown tore off that suit and reviled a duck suit. (Hold on, got to stop laughing.) He looked like Howard the duck. He started running down the red carpet, as he got closer I noticed that most of the duck costume was gone, and all he had on was a white basketball uniform, white shorts and tank-top, but he still had a duck mask on. He got up to me and faced me at the alter. I reached down, grabbed his mask to lift it off his head.... Boom a crash of thunder from the reality world and I woke up. Now I guess I will never know what my future husband will look like.

Thanks for reading, If I have a continuation I will post it.

See u all, I hope you enjoyed.

Kris

Inanimate object?

So as most of you know, I purchased a 1990 Mazda Miata last week. Let me tell you, I am 100 percent totally in love with the car. I mean so in love that I want to spend every minute looking at the car, sitting in the car, jumping in the car without opening the door. The car is pretty much awesome.

Now it is time for the dilemma. I found myself driving it to and from work every day this week. I know it is only Tuesday, but I really wouldn't have any issues driving it all week. The only problem with that is I feel as if I am neglecting my other car (Aveo). I love that car too, but it is really my daily driver, and I am not using it for daily driving.

Does anyone else feel that a car has a sole, and is it wrong to ignore it for a week or so and expect the car to be good to you. I know the car is sound and in great shape. I take care of it, but I am afraid that my car will get upset with me and start giving me problems.

What do you all think?
Let me know by posting to my facebook page in response to my blog announcement.

Thanks,

Kris

I have had enough of being a closet employee

I am still so far in the closet at work, as time goes on, it gets harder and harder to try and hide it. Maybe its about time I stop. I don't know though. I wish I could just be confident that I will not have any major issues being out at work. Given the chance to start again I would do it from the beginning. Of course when I started at work I wasn't even close to being out of the closet.

This weekend my original plan was to head to pride this weekend. I got down here late Friday night after going through the loops of buying a new car, and trying to get caught up with work. I didn't get down here till about 11, by then I was totally exhausted. It was pretty late in the morning when I got up on Saturday. Looked at the radar and nothing but storms rolling through the rest of the day. So I am going to have to try and find another pride event to go to this year.

So I am going to take a vote from my bloggers. Please either respond yes or no to my facebook page on my invite to the blog, or post a comment on this blog.

Should I come out at work or not. Y/N

I don't know what else to say today. I have tried starting to work out, and I guess it is going okay, but I need to get a little more serious. The last week I have been out on the boat every day, so when I get home I am pretty exhausted. A friend of mine wanted to start working out with me, and maybe join a gym. I am thinking about getting back with the cardio kick boxing.

Another exciting event this week. I paid off one of my cars, the Little Red Aveo, and bought a Mazda Miata. I can't wait till this week when I get it registered. You will see me cruising town in a white convertible. I am so excited.

Well I got to go, hope you enjoyed my rant, don't forget to vote.

Kris

Pride is Coming Up

Just a quick post.

This next weekend is pride weekend in Nashville. If all goes well with my work schedule I will be there bright and early on Saturday morning, ready to catch a rainbow, or ride a unicorn.

It should be a lot of fun, and I am looking forward to my first pride event.

Hope to see some of you there.

Kris

Workout

Its that time of year again when I decided to get off my lazy ass and start doing something about the size of it. My cousin and I pledged to each other to lose 40 lbs each. For me that will be just about right, I think. Another 40 lbs and I will be under 200 lbs.

Today I started on my wii, using the wii active. It is a fun game, and although some of you may laugh, it can be intense too. I did some inline skating, lunges, squats, curls, shoulder presses, Cardio kick boxing (my favorite), tennis and volleyball. It was pretty fun, and all was said and done I burned 250 calories. That doesn't sound like much, but it is most of a carton of french fries. That is something else I need to change.

Oh well, I guess with the help of my cousin and the support of my friends I should be able to lose this unwanted weight. One of the rules of racing is, less weight more speed. This can only be good for my performance on the track. If I lost 40 and my cuz lost 40 that would be 80 lbs less that my low horsepower race car would have to carry. If you think turning the AC on while driving drains horsepower. you should see what 80 lbs does.

Off the track the weight loss will be better for me. I will feel more comfortable in my swim suite, so I can lay out in the yard and let everyone enjoy the view of my sexy bod. Okay maybe not the yard, but how about the beaches in Florida.

Wow now I am only dreaming.

Kris

P.S. I heard of a bumper sticker the other day "I am so gay that I can't even drive straight." LOL

Night all.