Been A while

I know its been a while since I last blogged. For that I am sorry. So over the last couple of weeks my vacation was approved at work, I left last week for Atlanta and then for Florida.

Atlanta was awesome. I went to six flags for an event with a roller coaster review club, It was great. We got an hour and a half of ride time before the park opened, and 2 hours after the park closed. I must admit, there were a lot of cute guys in the roller coaster club. I had a really good time, rode Goliath 4 times in a row.

After Atlanta I flew to Fort Lauderdale for the day, and then on to Orlando to go to my Aunt and Uncles House. I really appreciate their hospitality. Although I love staying with my aunt and uncle, the I candy is not that great. After all 80 and 90 year old people aren't that appealing to a 34 year old man. I will admit though that I love the atmosphere and how happy the old people are down there. It makes me look forward to becoming the appropriate age to live down there.

When I got back yesterday from my trip I had to go to Mississippi for an inspection tomorrow on the Mississippi River. We got down here and their happened to be a casino right across the street. I decided to and play for a little while. I hopped on the shuttle over to the casino and played for a little while. started out with slots, not so good, then I moved to blackjack. Normally i do pretty good at it, but tonight I lost a little bit of money. The highlight though of the night was the guys sitting across from me at the table. They were pretty cute, probably in their mid 20's. The cutest one looked to be Pacific Islander in harritage or Asian in some way, not really sure. His friend was pretty cute too, getting funnier the more he drank. When i first sat down at the table I wasn't sure how fun the table was going to be. Everyone was really stiff and quiet. After a while everyone started to relax and we all had a pretty good time. The guys were from New Orleans and I had a good time with them sitting across the table.

Well that is the update for today, I hope you enjoyed.

Kris

New Season

I am so excited that the new season of project runway has started up. I am even more excited that I can watch it on my BoxeeBox.

It has been a rough week already as far as work goes, but I don't really want to bore all of you with the woes and details of my job.

I have decided that I need to make more of an initiative to find someone special. I have been scouring the internet looking for a local hunk to take me out and get me drunk. Okay not really (well the drunk part anyway). I am spending all this time looking for someone special online, yet I sit in my tiny ass apartment and only dream. Get your self out there Kris I scream to myself on the inside. However, there is this one guy I have been talking to on the internet for a couple of years now. I think I am going to make a point to head to that side of the state and meet him in person. So if you are reading the T. expect the doorbell to ring sometime soon.

So other then that, I am just about living a ho hum boring life. Time to change it up. If for some reason I go quiet on facebook, my blog, text messaging, don't worry about me, I have initiated an escape plan to the south. If in case of an emergency you will have to meet me in paradise, sucking down a margarita. yumm. Oh wait this isn't Red Robin.

Peace everyone, see you in paradise.

Kris

Hi

I didn't have a better title than that. This blog doesn't have a theme, I am just going to talk, and what ever comes out comes out. So how is everyone else doing?

This year was suppose to be an epic year for me, errr, I was going to do something epic anyway. The year is 1/2 over and I still am epicless. What is epic anyway? It seams that epic is the word of the decade.... Sorry had to get up and take care of some business, lol too much coffee.... After having a little time to contemplate what I just wrote, I still don't know what I am going to do that is epic this year. I am sure I will do something I am sure.

Has anyone ever gotten an urge to do something that will change the way the world does something? I used to get that feeling all the time. I lost it for a while, but I think it is starting to come back. Now I have to decided what I am going to do. I have plenty of ideas, I am eligible to run for president next year. HMMM lets think about that. I will have to follow one of the greatest presidents of all times, not so sure I can step into those shoes. Oh and I wasn't talking Obama.... come on, you all know me better than that. There has been a lot of great presidents in the past. But seriously, I could run, people want change right, after all Obama is president. I could be the first openly gay president, and if I were hooked up with someone, they would be the first First Man in the White House. That would be epic right, and quite possible change the way the world does things. Okay, well if that is what you want, just write me in on the next election.

Well other than my imagination being active, there isn't very much more going on in my life right now.

I was going to race last weekend, but there was a series of unfortunate events, followed by an almost flaming Fiero, ha I just said flaming on my blog. The front wheel bearing seized up and got extremely hot, welding the outer bearing to the spindle. So needless to say I spent Sunday in my cousins pickup running all over Nashville to find the parts to get my Fiero back on the road. I did, about 10pm and made it back to Murray safely.

Well I think I have said enough for now, probably more to be said, but then you wouldn't have anything to read on my next blog.

Kris

P.S. Your life is yours and yours alone. Don't fuck it up.

Interesting Day

Wow, today I was put in a really interesting position. Our hotel that we are staying at is right across the street from a titty bar. My room mate wanted to take me over to it. I told him that I have never been to one before and am not interested in going. Well the subject was not really dropped all day, and the subject on the boat got to dealing with sex, pussy, and boobs. I like normal was real quiet why the others went back in forth sharing stories and stuff. After a while T. as we will call him in this story to protect the straight, lol. He mentioned that I was being really quiet and asked me if I liked pussy. After a moment of silence and anxiety from them awaiting my answer, I looked at T and told him that I have had enough experience to form my own opinion. He asked what my opinion was. I responded EWWWWWWW. For the most part they just laughed it off, but suddenly the subject went to talking about gays. I just sat backed and listened to the conversation, just as quiet as before about the subject. Eventually conversation got back to normal and the rest of the day went on without any problems.

After work tonight, again the titty bar issue came up. We got out of work early so I went and did a couple of geocaches, my room mate B. decided to go with me. He kept going on about the titty bar, and about sex, and when the last time I had sex was, and do I know what this position or style is. Finally I told him that I am happy with the way I am.

That was the last that was said.

I am so wanting to tell him the truth, and maybe even T. I know though that if I tell T. it will get back to the owner of the company and it might cause some other issues with peoples comfort level with me being around them on the boat and sharing a hotel room and stuff. So I think for now, I will try and avoid the subject as much as possible with work people. I just can't afford right now to have issues like this at work.

As always I am looking forward to comments, feedback, and advice. Please take the time to let me know that you have read my blog.

Kris

Why don't they just ask?

You know, I work with a bunch of guys at work, and almost every one of them makes jokes and comments all the time about me being gay. That is great, for the most part I really enjoy it. What i don't know, is what they are talking about behind my back. For those of you that don't work in a semi-tight nit work environment, the gossip is horrible.

I know that most of the people at my company think I am gay. But does anyone know how many of them have actually came up to me and asked? That's right, NONE. None, not a single person. I don't pretend to act any different then I normally am, but some times I think I work for a bunch of chickens, that are so affraid of knowing the truth that they mask it with jokes and gossip.

Okay I am laying this out there to anyone who runs across this post. From the mind of a gay guy. If you suspect that a co-worker is gay, and you are really interested in knowing, ASK! Ask me, I will tell you. If you don't ask me you won't know for sure.

I have made it a personal policy this year, kind of a New Years resolution if you will, that if someone in a semi private setting came up to me and asked, I would tell them the truth.

I will leave you all at that, and remember if you have a question ask. It is stupid and reckless to assume.

Kris

Big Day Yesterday

Yesterday was one of the hardest persons to come out to so far. Not only because he is also one of my good friends, but also because I work with him. In the business I am in, I don't know how far being gay will take me.

So the other day at work he pretty much came up to me and told me it would be okay with him if I told him I was gay. So the next day I did. It went really well. I have not had a bad experience telling anyone so far, and hope it continues. I seem to only get myself involved with fairly open minded people, which really is a blessing.

I want to send a thanks out to my friend for understanding so well, may things not change between us. I don't think anything will change considering before he suspected I was Gay and now it is just confirmed.

I hope to be telling my family in the near future. Stay tuned to how that is going to go.

Kris

Another friends girlfriend has me pegged.

So I was talking to another friend at lunch today, He told me that when his girlfriend met me at the Christmas party, she thought I was gay. I just laughed it off and said "oh really".

This brings me to a question that maybe someone else reading this could help me out with. If in the last couple of weeks, two separate friends have come up to me with a statement that their wife/girlfriend thinks I am gay, but not asking the question themselves directly to me. Do you think it is their way of trying to ask me if I am gay?

Please respond and let me know what you think.